HOPE

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Hope never ends.. It not stable. Its from infinity. It has the power to cancel all the errors of life. All the sadness knee down before Hope. In this year 2019 Hope more goods and accept more happiness. Love all. Never give space for anger & pride in your heart. Wish you all a year full of wellness & grace.

With lots of love.. 💙

– Adwin

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THE STRANGER

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One day… noh… that day…! noh.. my day….! that suits more. we often say that ”Everything happens for a reason”. So for some reason, On my day, i met a stranger who is now so close.. During those days passion for traveling made me an actor like feel , for adding some leading roles in my life. And i didn’t expect any stranger effect that day.

My day was so cool outside. In that bus i felt happy, seeing more smiley faces than sad ones. The cool wind hit my face like it was already softwared. Each hit refreshed me and i felt it like a cool game. While in that game, i saw the driver was little disturbed by the same wind. Then my heart whispered for the first time – “in this world all feels in different ways”. May be am listening to my heart first time on my day.

Within minutes rain started and the driver again in trouble. To me.. rain just ended my cool game. i fell a sleep and i still rememb that dream – ‘i was floating in air and moving as controlled by my mind… like a cloud nine feel..’ Suddenly my shoulder got shaken.. by some force and that ended my dream. Seeing a stranger with wet hair i opened my full eyes in half sleep. Automatically legs gave side and stranger conquered my window seat. i saw the smile of that stranger like someone gifted. Then my heart whispered for the second time ” easy.. u are now on a cool company

i looked at the stranger again. The stranger blinks and added “sorry for breaking Ur sleep” “its okay ” i replied. We shaken hands for sharing names and still strangers…. Both seated relaxed. No more adjustments needed.

Bus was moving fast… normal talks gone well. No one tried to impress much. Jokes too play some major roles.. Time goes on… An interest or like someone happens in seconds or minutes or hours… Liking never can be predicted.. We were busy with long conversation… driver still seemed disturbed.

Some people may say, ‘they have good chemistry’ etc and all. But here no chemistry or any physics. Its just same taste people talking each other. It happens often with me. I never used ‘why me?’ words. Those words are little negative type, i can’t afford that.. seriously! So the thing is all others slept, and we undergone a long conversation...

As we all know we often learn something by strange talks or surprise talks. Some point may stuck in mind, no doubt in that. The old style of asking Mobile number to get connected is really boring you know..? We became Fb friends just by a fraction of seconds. And being sitting beside.. both were enjoying surfing. Both got extra one like for pics. No more stranger… feel.

I knew.. giving importance to each other can built a trusty feel, not fully but a little bit. All answers were so fast.. my processor is so damn fast. I thank ma heart for that.

After hours… Rain stoped the child play and started a gap of silence. Driver relaxed…. well. We got down from bus.., had coffee and a small walk by enjoying that place. Then time up and same seat.. same faces.. same driver. But 😊 Mom’s call made things little different. i told MoM about the climate and stranger on my day. After call i saw a smile from my left side.. by the stranger. That was really awesome. I still remember that one. That smile had a question and my smile had the answer.

Oh.. Am so tired and down my eyes in uncounted seconds. And i saw the same.. when i lift my eyes later. No change for stranger. Blinking eyes like a cat and and self smile. i don’t want those eyes to turn on me that time. But how eyes know or sense while someone watching us ?? Is there any vibration waves actually exist around us?

Who knows …!! I think so..

Stranger asked me.. ‘what?’, i lifted my shoulders and said ‘nothing’. Our destination is not so long. Less time.. But we were OK’ with it. For both, that day was great. While am writing this, i got a ”i miss u” text from same Stranger. It often happens.. like that. Atlast we reached. I thanked God in mind for a safe journey. Some passengers lost their sleep. Some others got back their smile. Climate was so nice because of cool wind. And after a deep breadth, i offered a deal – No more ‘bye’, Bye’ always hurts. ‘See you’ is enough & best. Offer was accepted so quick by my stranger. Then ”see you” became the last word of our day. And that was a small start of new two smiles 😊 !

You people are little confused right? about my stranger? Am not tagging my stranger here or not revealing that he/she. It doesn’t matter he or she. Nothing in that 😊 !

Let it be as ‘A Stranger’ & let it be between us. Wish no one else rob that space i have given to my Stranger’. I really wanted all dear one’s to be happy in their own valuable spaces that we share & enjoy each other in life forever.

I love to observe strange things.. 😊 Strangers too…. 😄😉 World says ‘First impression is the best impression’. But me..- your friend Ad’ didn’t find any sense in that. Impressing some one is a good thing & by that our heart may feel happy. But remaining as good, rest of the life is best thing according to me. And one more thing i used to say to my friends often, about hate & love. ‘Love at first sight’ is that a working thing in our life..? yep.. it is.. & it ‘ll… continue its flow, nonstop. i have to believe.. that, because am one of the victim 😁 he he…. Like that ‘hate at first sight’ happens often.

I don’t wanna to be anyone’s hate at first sight’. Being in goodness is really an amazing feeling. Help the needy without expecting anything & being a reason for others smile 😊 , that’s life! Experiences itself are proofs & truths.. And make us believe they are real !!

with lotz of love 💞 ,

Adwin

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Dear One Side..

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Dear One Side…,

You are new to me..

You can’t harm no one.

You are not a hitch to any.

You are cool & calm.

Never ending source of my Love.. & Care..

You are best.

I knew something good from my bads.

That hold me tight to stay in & turn to you.

I was unaware about that feel before..

And when i knew..

Nothing stopped me doing.. what i knew.

Even it shades old hard memories..

I still love to glue it with me…

Dear One Side.. You are best.

Anything can change..

But the core never want to..

Still Loving.. Still Caring..

I never heard of anyone.

I never searched what i lost.

I never covered what i felt.

I didn’t blame anyone who stood against me..

Nor angry on people… who failed me.

Dear One Side.. You are best.

They planned..

They cheated..

They fooled..

They failed.. Only me..

All the blames poured on me..

Only on me..

And i tasted it, without a displeasure.

Dear One Side… You are best.

I hope.. they got all things.. as they wished.

And me..the keeper of all losses. Only me..

Its okay..

I am okay..

I Am alright.

Because they done it for their better & good.

So they have to be better & good.

They have to be in better & good.

Let them receive their price,

As living their life.. in better & good forever..,

As they wished.

They have too..

If not, all things & hardworks..,

That they done.. to make me fail..,

And all plans done.. to make me down..,

Will be.. so worthless.

Dear One Side.. You are best.

I was non crucial for them.

But for my eyes.. seemed amour.

I was true-blue in all things.

So my prayers are for their better & good always..

Dear One Side.. You are best.

Who am i to judge the people i loved once & still loving ?

Even though they wounded me..,

I have only good & peace to give them back.

Kindness in my blood never stopped its flow.

Don’t worry..

No hate comes from me…

No Anger is a part of me…

I only knows.. to love.. & care..

And I do.., i do.., i do.., all with a smile..

Dear One Side.. You are best.

It is safe.

It is better.

It is good.

To love & care all.. invisibly to the last.

And to be.. Live as a OneSider..

Dear One Side.. You stays forever…

– Adwin

A Rule To Remember

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I think… when it comes mandatory for the husband to accompany his wife to the delivery room, and realise the real pain, when she gives birth to a child, there won’t be anymore divorce or cheating in family life.

Husband never forget that pain she gone through and wife never forget that support & strength he gave during the birth of their child.

A single strong reason to never get apart.

Happy family / Happy Life / Happy world

A drop of thought

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You all know it hurts. But still doing purposely or by mistake.

When can our care goes down.. ?

Is it when we fails to understand each other on proper timings??

When can our feelings & affections fades into air.. ?

Is it when we can’t accept the truth & failure??

A neat way of realisation about some points are really needed. Giving some time & space, very essential to sort out things in our esprit world.

A Sorry doesn’t mean you are wrong.

Your Silence never mean you failed.

The Attitude of Forgiveness never mean you are weak.

If you are wrong accept it. Say it.. ‘yes i am’

Who you are racing with?

With your own family ones.. ?

Why you want to win over your loved ones?

Its all because of ‘Selfishness’ & ‘Anger’ inside you.

You are so selfish for caring yourself.

You are so angry at people who gave you bitter experiences.

You love others for your own benefits.

Is it a life? Can’t be..

Yeah.. May be.. your own selfish angry life.

The same happens to you in return. Pride vs pride, anger vs anger, selfishness vs selfishness.

Many things can solve within you, within your family, within your loved ones. Rest are optional types.

Any things conquered by power, cheating & wickedness never last so long. Only Love last forever. Only Love stays with you.. forever. Love.. is Life.

Never try to make yourself satisfied by seeing others failures. By that.. you won’t be satisfy in your entire life.

In this world, like disease.. anger & selfishness are now widely spreading beyond the limits.. day by day.

You can only win the world only through ‘Love’.

Take real true decisions upon specific points – some religious cast, pride and types of politics creates venom of reasons inside you.. to hurt your loved ones & life. And as a result worst things happen.

Who is going to suffer?

You.. & your loved ones. That has to be eliminated totally. Venom had already done many harms and still continues its voyage.

So..

Try being a Human for rest of your life. A real Human. Be affable in your own ways.

Stop quarrels.. stop hurtings.. & exit the egos.

Little change in you create a happy world around you. And make your life more meaningful & peaceful.

Open your eyes and start loving everyone. Forget hurtings forever. There is nothing to loose. And when we talk about those optional types, who troubles your life come and go. No need of any worries. They won’t stay long because they are very punctual in their duties & responsibilities to trouble many others too.. one by one. So its better to ignore them.

Bother less and keep going with a smile.

– Adwin

My Sweet Pains

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Tears – an untold words of heart. If tears were not formed heart may die in pain. Well pains of life control our happiness. The scars that humans draw in our life stays and stays. And tears and tears formed. It can happen at any point of life. It can’t be foretell.

New pains are not good as the old ones. Old ones are such sweet pains of heart that are best ever in this world for me. And no new one can’t beat it so fast. Old ones still live healthy. How can it be..? No wound ‘ll heal, by knowing the taste of frequent tears.

I admit myself tears surely wetted my pillow. For that I am so sorry for my pillow. But i am thankful to my eyes at the same time to take an initiative decision to clean itself and became self ready for being more powerful, for the next tear day.

Feel proud actually. Getting ready in one night means alot. For some people one night is not enough to weep out. In that case i am having a good eyes. After every tear i am gifted with – a deep sleep & a fresh morning.

I often deny my own feelings to make everyone else comfortable in one way or similar to that.

I cried more during nights than days. Day… not too bad for a cry. I know very well that dark hours can’t see my tears nor let allow anyone else to view it. But Light hours make it shine like a precious stone and are quite noticeable for others, as you know.

If tears have sound, i surely play music so loud at night. When we burst out, it has to be in a invisible manner. I have a selfish strategy that to not transfer any of my pains to others. Nights maintained that very well. How many more nights to go to calm the pain? Is it six months, one year, two, three? No answer.

Nights are worse than ever nowadays. Even though nights had conquered the tear contract with my eyes.., heart weeps at any time during memories are recalled or passes through my heart without any notifications. Its quite unnatural thing right now. No time to get prepared or getting enough time to be ready to face it. Totally unfair. No such preventive measures available in store for this.

Pains over flows in to tears. A tear drop contains mix of 100% of the compressed form of each pains. Each true tear drop express the purity of heart. Tears are weightless. But its a pack of ample of feelings.

I call it sweet. Its sweet because its all borned from my loved ones or close ones. Pains can be happen in peculiar ways. The time our loved ones got wounded by someothers. That as well cause me in pain. I can bear their pain by felling tears from my eyes only. If we share things.. with trusty ones that worth more.. Yes i mean it. Loved one’s confessions or shared secrets are with lot of pains. I was nearly close to it, several times. And that leads me to pray for their pains. I too get hurt very badly when they are affected by such hurty situations. Everyone in this world are in pains once or still living with it and a secret tear form during the night hours make them feel what they are & what not. Only pillows are aware of the pure hotness of tears. Pains can’t be cool anyways. It has to be damn hot for crushing overloaded feelings.

I lost my happiness somewhere in the pages of life. It failed my life and tear me apart in seconds. Greatest pain i ever had in my life. Pains never had any manners. They entered into my world breaking everything in a sudden.

I tried. And still trying.. my level best, for not to loss the same happiness of anyone i know, by any kind of hurt from my side. No one ever taught me how to hurt or steal others happiness. Really i don’t want to. Hmmm…. Thank GOD.

Some feels pleasure in hurting others. Rest of them are selfish. They don’t like other’s to live in happiness or don’t want anyone else to enjoy what they don’t have in their life. So cruel, right? They are always ready for breaking each blocks of happiness – may be of their own family or friends.. like a game. Those people don’t care about anything. For them their likes.., their life.., their wishes.., more important than anything else. Selfishness rules.. They all are on a wrong track which leads to their own grave of pains.

Tasting tear drops are results of crying loud. When the facial muscles expands the tear drop changes its paths of flow in a disorder way. Thus leads to flow over lips and directs to mouth. Tears are pure form of pain. Pain often refers to a burning wood – live coal.

I wonder.. Nights have fine sky, falling stars, moon light, coolest breeze so and so. Still it pains… inside? So my pain is more amazing & beautiful than all those above? I don’t know. I seem happy often. Am i happy? Is all the happiness that i shows.. are to hide the pains inside me? Some questions are not answered. It stays as like a brand name. Fire has no shadow because its the light source in itself. The smoke mixed inside the burning flames cause streak like shadows for our eyes. Same way the mix of pains itself formes a shadow in me. I am not angry or on hate with the people who all given me tons of pains. I accepted all with tears. Sometimes i felt like am a tear machine. It doesn’t shows that am weak or lost myself. I am strong. I cry when i need to cry. I shed tears. May be its my freedom to fresh up every pain often.. to avoid the level of pains to decay. No complaints.. no arguments..

I am okay. But i am not.

I only knows my pains are sweet and no new pains can break down my old sweeter pains.

Old is always Gilt.

– Adwin

We need justice.

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Daily new new names.. Young children got raped or gang raped. North or south same things happening again and again. No changes at all. Small infants lost their lifes.. They have not even started to live nor seen the world what their parents ready for them with love and care.

A new name on papers each day make our eyes fill with tears. How this society changed to that slum level to abuse children & women. Moral values where erased & running…to make money. When will this selfish people understand, there are many things which money can’t buy. When they turn back it may be too late.

All are educated and are a part of family. Even though they behave so cruel for minutes of their own self pleasure, without any second thought. And just walk away smashing families like nothing happened.

As usual its not her fault. Not her parents fault. Its only our fault. We all are responsible for her rape and death. Not only hers but the whole. We have to be afraid to send our child to relatives homes or even neighbours. Eyes and hands of evil falls on her any time.

Dying with pain. Many dreams ended in one abuse or rape. Our country is not safe enough for no one. Any time anything can happen for our family members. No law is secured enough to support us. We want justice for those victims. But most of the cases are pending. Years to close one case. They are living with pain in heart and body. No law can give those years back. So at least do something to lesser pains of their life. Saving those criminals from the law & punishments are the worst scenario in all cases by the money swallowing shameless lawyers. Fast methods and hard punishments to be given by law for such devils in all sense. Why government are so silent. Its time to refresh old laws to make our nation safe.

May be we are busy with our life. We only respond when something happens in our own family. #Justice

Rapist are not human. They are #evil for all. So stop #blaming any #party or #religion. We are misleading by #political ones for their benefits. Instead raise #Voice & fight for #justice by any medium. We want a #new law for a #safe #India & against such cruel #rape #devils.

– AD