My Sweet Pains

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Tears – an untold words of heart. If tears were not formed heart may die in pain. Well pains of life control our happiness. The scars that humans draw in our life stays and stays. And tears and tears formed. It can happen at any point of life. It can’t be foretell.

New pains are not good as the old ones. Old ones are such sweet pains of heart that are best ever in this world for me. And no new one can’t beat it so fast. Old ones still live healthy. How can it be..? No wound ‘ll heal by knowing the taste frequent tears.

I admit myself tears surely wetted my pillow. For that I am so sorry for my pillow. But i am thankful to my eyes at the same time to take an initiative decision to clean itself and became self ready to be more powerful, for the next tear day.

Feel proud actually. Getting ready in one night means alot. For some people one night is not enough to weep out. In that case i am having a good eyes. After every tear i am gifted with – a deep sleep & a fresh morning.

I often deny my own feelings to make everyone else comfortable in one way or similar to that.

I cried more during nights than days. Day… not too bad for a cry. I know very well that dark hours can’t see my tears nor let allow anyone else to view it. But Light hours make it shine like a precious stone and are quite noticeable for others, as you know.

If tears have sound, i ‘ll surely want to play music so loud at night. When we burst out, it has to be in a invisible manner. I have a selfish strategy that to not transfer any of my pains to others. Nights maintained that very well. How many more nights to go to calm the pain? Is it six months, one year, two, three? No answer.

Nights are worse than ever nowadays. Even though nights had conquered the tear contract with my eyes.., heart weeps at any time during memories are recalled or passes through my heart without any notifications. Its quite unnatural thing right now. No time to get prepared or getting enough time to be ready to face it. Totally unfair. No such preventive measures available in store for this.

Pains over flows in to tears. A tear drop contains mix of 100% of the compressed form of each pains. Each true tear drop express the purity of heart. Tears are weightless. But its a pack of ample of feelings.

I call it sweet. Its sweet because its all borned from my loved ones or close ones. Pains can be happen in peculiar ways. The time our loved ones got wounded by someothers. That as well cause me in pain. I can bear their pain by felling tears from my eyes only. May be loved ones confession or share secrets are with lot of pains. I was nearly close to it. And that may lead me to pray for their pain. I too get hurt very badly when they are affected by such hurty situations. Everyone in this world are in pains once or still living with it and a secret tear form during the night hours make them feel what they are & what not. Only pillows are aware of the pure hotness of tears. Pains can’t be cool anyways. It has to be damn hot for crushing overloaded feelings.

Some feels pleasure in hurting others. They are on a wrong track which leads to their own grave of pains.

Tasting tear drops are results of crying loud. When the facial muscles expands the tear drop changes its paths of flow in a disorder way. Thus leads to flow over lips and directs to mouth. Tears are pure form of pain. Pain often refers to a burning wood – live coal.

I wonder.. Nights have fine sky, falling stars, moon light, coolest breeze so and so. Still it pains… inside? So my pain is more amazing & beautiful than all those above? I don’t know.

I only knows my pains are sweet and no new pains can break down my old sweeter pains.

Old is always Gilt.

– Adwin

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We need justice.

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Daily new new names.. Young children got raped or gang raped. North or south same things happening again and again. No changes at all. Small infants lost their lifes.. They have not even started to live nor seen the world what their parents ready for them with love and care.

A new name on papers each day make our eyes fill with tears. How this society changed to that slum level to abuse children & women. Moral values where erased & running…to make money. When will this selfish people understand, there are many things which money can’t buy. When they turn back it may be too late.

All are educated and are a part of family. Even though they behave so cruel for minutes of their own self pleasure, without any second thought. And just walk away smashing families like nothing happened.

As usual its not her fault. Not her parents fault. Its only our fault. We all are responsible for her rape and death. Not only hers but the whole. We have to be afraid to send our child to relatives homes or even neighbours. Eyes and hands of evil falls on her any time.

Dying with pain. Many dreams ended in one abuse or rape. Our country is not safe enough for no one. Any time anything can happen for our family members. No law is secured enough to support us. We want justice for those victims. But most of the cases are pending. Years to close one case. They are living with pain in heart and body. No law can give those years back. So at least do something to lesser pains of their life. Saving those criminals from the law & punishments are the worst scenario in all cases by the money swallowing shameless lawyers. Fast methods and hard punishments to be given by law for such devils in all sense. Why government are so silent. Its time to refresh old laws to make our nation safe.

May be we are busy with our life. We only respond when something happens in our own family. #Justice

Rapist are not human. They are #evil for all. So stop #blaming any #party or #religion. We are misleading by #political ones for their benefits. Instead raise #Voice & fight for #justice by any medium. We want a #new law for a #safe #India & against such cruel #rape #devils.

– AD

About – LIFE!

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Our whole life is something which we can’t imagine by our creative thoughts. Only stories, that are creative and magical. NO ONE CAN SAY OWN LIFE STORY WITHOUT SOME ADDITION & DEDUCTION. That means no one want anyone else to know some things.. which are personal. A well known human nature. May be good or bad, those things stay under dark corner of every heart & seems to be quiet & stable. Reminding those make us weak or strong, thats not an issue for others. Its matter to you.. only you.. Its time to remove your bads. Burn it. Your heart is not a place to hide waste things. Keep Love in your heart and cuddle the trust of your loved ones. Life is so special you know…. Every Life is special like yours. So you can begin to add values to others lives.

Life make us to change things around us. When changes happen.. recognise rights & wrongs as quick as possible, are really necessary for a peaceful happy Life. May be an urge to persue what all we like, make us or lead us to be more happier.. than before. Do it without hurting other Life’s. Never break trusty promises, which may fail the Life of one who truely loves us. Happiness can be recreated again by our lovable actions at anytime.. anywhere.. We are not GOD to do things on perfect timings. So its not too late to fix it, right? Give more freedom to good vibes and keep yourself fresh in Life. Allow it to circulate your inside every moment. Life is what you make not what you imagine.

Some people try to dig things which are negative for your life from old you. They try maximum to reach there to settle & grow. If you won’t allow those to grow in your life. You are winner’s. No one can really win or say as winner, if you are the only participant for race.. Isn’t it? It doesn’t mean that to expect always negatives in Life. Let it be. Let they come. If your wins are bigger, if your visions are sharp, if your actions are for good, bads change their route and goes away from your Life. Not only yours.., life’s surrounding you as well.

Pride and money can make you more worst in Life. Never do any bads for anyone, keeping those negatives in mind. Be you.. ONCE WE ALL WHERE A BABY/CHILD, WHO DON’T LIKE TO SEE SADNESS OF ANYONE. ONLY HAPPINESS.. ONLY HAPPINESSWhy can’t we continue.. the same mind forever…?, in rest of our Life ?. Stop thinking… Just do it. May it spread around the whole world.

Like little infants.. which are loved by all in this world, because of the cuteness & smile.., Only one smile is enough to erase all tensions in our Life. Then why..? why can’t you share happiness and wish goods for others. Life is for Living & Loving. Stop trying imagining Life, instead Live Life. Each of You can make our world a better place. And make Life ๐ŸŒ a real Life ๐Ÿ’ž

– Adwin

When I am alone

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Its not a lesson actually. Its life. Life may lead us towards different stages… which we never can predict or imagine. The moment when I realize… I am alone. i have no idea what my life want me to do. No dreams.. no wishes.. Fully blank. Am I alone? Really? Seriously? Damn life isn’t it?

No one want to be alone. May be reasons are too strong for me to be alone. Or is it the right time for me to be alone for a known reason?

It’s the pain of heart which made me to compromise with my body physically. Its like a hard metal on my chest. A silent pain.. that no one can see by eyes.. Everyday it popup to stay me awake. Sleeps are not complete. Feelings… connected with memories are not like changing clothes. Its can be old. But still new & fresh in thoughts. But Why I bare this thing.., even though, I knew how I can clearly sort it out?

Mind never understand the feelings of heart. Its too deep for those who never been alone in life to understand. We can call our mind a creative one. When we are lonely, creative part work like a machine. No limits and no barriers to control thoughts. Sometimes its really embarrassing. some people find more silence. some enjoy it. Some tries to hide it. some suffer the pain. i don’t know to what category i belong too.. i think all mixed in a right proportion for a pain reaction. I can be so close to my pain. i can feel it. Its too hot. Can harm.. any bridge without gender. This time it hits me very badly on my sweetest point. And my heart started melting. The route was so clear.. to reach the core without late. Some acts or acting can harm more.. than expressing what you are going through. But all are controlled by our expert mind. Can i trust my mind?

No… i can’t trust him. It keeps on changing according to situations. It’s always best to trust heart. The strongest & weakest, which always stand for right. An another me…, whom mind not able to control. I have to travel through my loneliness. i have to be alone by giving a vacation to my heart. Let mind play well on my loneliness. No more regrets only feelings.. only feelings… A tear is enough to cover the power of eye. I can adjust everything by my smile.. when am alone. can i?

Feelings of being alone…!

Our Lady of Fatima – 100th Anniversary – The Holy Rosary

The apparition of an angel and Our Lady to three poor children in Fatima, Portugal in the early 20th century is one of the most famous miracles in the Catholic world.

The children received many messages, mostly calling for personal conversion and prayer, as well as the words of 5 new prayers.

The first prayer is one many Catholics are likely already familiar with, but the other 4 are not as well-known.

Here are the 5 prayers given to the children at Fatima:

1) The Fatima Prayer/Decade Prayer

โ€œO my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell, lead all souls to Heaven, especially those most in need of Thy mercy. Amen.โ€
Mary told the children that people should add this prayer to the end of each decade of the Rosary.

2) The Pardon Prayer

โ€œMy God, I believe, I adore, I hope and I love Thee! I beg pardon for all those that do not believe, do notadore, do not hope and do not love Thee.โ€
This prayer was given to the children by the angel that visited them in 1916, the year before Mary appeared to them.

3) The Angelโ€™s Prayer

โ€œO Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore Thee profoundly. I offer Thee the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ present in all the tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges and indifferences by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary I beg the conversion of poor sinners.โ€
This is another prayer given to them by the angel. There was a Eucharistic host and chalice suspended in the air, and the angel led them in kneeling before it and praying this prayer.

4) The Eucharistic Prayer

โ€œMost Holy Trinity, I adore Thee! My God, my God, I love Thee in the Most Blessed Sacrament.โ€
When Mary appeared to the children for the first time on May 13, 1917, she said, โ€œYou will have much to suffer, but the grace of God will be your comfort.โ€

According to Lucia, one of the children, a bright light shone all around them, and without thinking about it, they all started reciting this prayer.

5) The Sacrifice Prayer

โ€œO Jesus, it is for the love of Thee, in reparation for the offenses committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary, and for the conversion of poor sinners [that I do this].โ€

Mary gave the children this prayer, as well as the Fatima Prayer/Decade Prayer, on June 13th, 1917. The prayer is meant to be recited when you are offering up suffering to God.
So get praying!

Share these prayers to world. May the prayers touch and change many hearts.. ๐Ÿ˜‡

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ME ๐Ÿ˜‡

#Me #myself

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๐ŸŒฌ Introducing myself for an unknown reason. This thought came so unexpectedly. And these are so true from my Heart. Sometimes.. I wonder reading this. I can recollect each and every frame of memories with lot of colours.. that I had gone through.. & still going … Knowing ourselves can make life more positive.

I am Adwin ๐Ÿ•Š

Habit of (metanoia) – its a typical journey of changing one’s mind, heart, self, or way of life.

  • Friendly|
  • Eccentric|
  • Sympathetic|
  • Romantic|
  • Trusty|
  • Compassionate|
  • Adventurous|
  • Optimistic|
  • Expressive|
  • Shopaholic|
  • Astonic!|

I love to share My happiness. Friendship means all to Me. My shoulders are ever ready for your support. I love My ‘Hearty’ so much. ‘Hearty’ means my one and only ‘Heart’, who whispers Me ‘keep going……..’!

I like ๐Ÿ’ž –

  • New beginnings.
  • Watching sunrise.
  • Clear sky.
  • Snow capped mountains.
  • Smiling at full moon.
  • Walking in rain with a smile.
  • Like to dream.
  • Sky with countless stars.
  • Baby laugh.
  • Heavenly Angels.
  • Blue colours.
  • Candles.
  • B-days.
  • Prayers.
  • Travelling.
  • Slow music.
  • Cool breeze.
  • To enjoy the taste of water.
  • Gardening.
  • Arranging interiors.
  • Painting walls.
  • Having icecream at night.
  • Collection of watches.
  • Mix of Dry fruits.
  • A long drive with-out any destination.
  • Green nature.
  • To face fears.

I love & like home made wines and to astonish my friends.

  • Like sitting next to lake with someone.
  • Like rare moments.. when a butterfly lands on finger.
  • Like to lay in the grass and look at the clouds.
  • Like eyes closed & a semi sleep after wake up and saying..’5 minute more!’

More Likes on below things…

  • Morning freshness.
  • Gifts.
  • Partys & treats.
  • Trips to jungle.
  • Coincidences.
  • Trekking.
  • Fishing.
  • Friendship movies.
  • Enrique songs.
  • Playing with kids.
  • To disturb water by stones.
  • To drive zig zag way on traffic.
  • Taste of choco nutty crunch sundae.
  • To bet.
  • Openness.
  • Difference.
  • Experiencing perfect timings.
  • To rescue.
  • To click.
  • To wish.
  • To smile while kissing.

Addicted to mom’s homely food & i like to like. Waoh.. I like to snuggle in bed with ma favorite book, like to walk with-out shoes in grass, like to feel rain drops .. My passion towards new languages never ends…!

I Love ๐Ÿ’•…

  • I love to Smile|&| laugh.
  • I love saints ๐Ÿ˜‡.
  • I Love my native a lot..!
  • Love shoppings & time with my Friends..
  • Love to enjoy each sip of wine..
  • Luv to see & make others smile.
  • Love to get motivate by trusty onez.
  • Love the feeling of loving.
  • I love hugs.

Always love to sleep in classes & hate homeworks. Exams are hatest stuffs as usual.

I Love challenges, mysteries & discoveries…. too..

Now tryin to cure my – ‘lateophobia’ myself!

After all am a fan of GOD !

I like to give the world to see U smile! All thanks to Almighty for fulfilling all my wishes & dreams one on one…! Be a part of My Smile….!

Be blessed & Be happy!

With Love ๐Ÿ’•,

ADWIN

A day without Mobile

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A day without mobile. Can you..? ?
Today’s world not allow you to pass a day without mobile/net etc. There are many people in this same world living a happy quite life without these all. So just try it out atleast one day. And make it a habit. And see how free you are.., how happy your home is…, how happy your heart is..

Be happy with your loved ones.

If you not ready for a try to cure your addiction, then who ‘ll?

Just imagine if there won’t be any notifications to trouble you, no tweets to argue, No messages to tension you, no calls to make you anger etc etc etc. Enjoy your day to its fullest. What you are waiting for is so near you.. you can..

You all can…

Your body need a change. Your mind needs rest. Your life wants you back with all your childhood attachment towards home, family & friends, your infant goodness laugh & smile, your charming hobbies etc.

Once.. I wished a day/month without mobile/net. Oh noh! How can I? Now? Not now? may be later? Like this lot of questions formed in mind. No answers… Answers seems so lagging. Mind not ready for such a wish. Hmmm…hmmm… what to do? ? If a wish is born… nothing can stop it. Any how I have to try my wish.

Your greed can’t be named as a wish. When you wish your heart knows it quickly. A wish has to be filled with goodness elements. Greed never lead anyone to goodness.

”A strong desire towards something make you to reach it.” I hope your desires create positive vibes to the world.

There may be many reasons to avoid what you wished. But your one strong created reason in your mind is enough for you to make it fast. Here am just briefing about only one addiction. There are many as you all know. Find it and sail against it with a strong desire. You can do it.

Ooohhh noh….wait!! wait a minute… Yes.. I got it. That’s it. Its fear.. yessss… yes it is… Its the damn fear not allowing you to do any good tries. You people fear… that [- you may miss many things – this ‘ll happen – that ‘ll happen- without it what life? – i can’t be alone etc] all this happen by giving break to your addiction. Fear creates these questions in your mind. They won’t allow you to think further. Fear can do more ….to ruin your life.

Addiction may lead you towards strange levels. You go along with the tide unknowingly. You are not aware of the path you travel. But things you see in each level make you.. to be in it rest of your life. It makes you weak & people around you sick. Then you become selfish & angry type person. Never get addicted to any things in your life.

May your addictions never ever harm anyone in this world.

I tried…

I tried…..

I tried more….

A day without mobile….! I got these all after a day trial. And now I added it as habit.

  • I wokeup early.
  • I got up from bed without any late.
  • I saw sun rise.
  • I refreshed my mind with good vibes.
  • I felt fresh.
  • I knew my hunger.
  • I had food on time.
  • I saved time for my needs.
  • I smiled & laughed with my family more..
  • I saw my passions.. & dreams…
  • I started to do my hobbies again.
  • I recognized myself.
  • I watered many seeds of positivity inside me…
  • I learned freedom in every breath.
  • I got my courage back.
  • I enjoyed the charming beauty of nature like never before.
  • I knew seeing the faces of needy people who really needs a help.
  • I got my mind back on my control, was fully controlled by mobiles & social medias.
  • I saw happiness.

I GOT .

Now

You try….

You ‘ll get it …

– Adwin