When I am alone

#alone #loneliness #feelings #life #questions #reasons

Its not a lesson actually. Its life. Life may lead us towards different stages… which we never can predict or imagine. The moment when I realize… I am alone. i have no idea what my life want me to do. No dreams.. no wishes.. Fully blank. Am I alone? Really? Seriously? Damn life isn’t it?

No one want to be alone. May be reasons are too strong for me to be alone. Or is it the right time for me to be alone for a known reason?

It’s the pain of heart which made me to compromise with my body physically. Its like a hard metal on my chest. A silent pain.. that no one can see by eyes.. Everyday it popup to stay me awake. Sleeps are not complete. Feelings… connected with memories are not like changing clothes. Its can be old. But still new & fresh in thoughts. But Why I bare this thing.., even though, I knew how I can clearly sort it out?

Mind never understand the feelings of heart. Its too deep for those who never been alone in life to understand. We can call our mind a creative one. When we are lonely, creative part work like a machine. No limits and no barriers to control thoughts. Sometimes its really embarrassing. some people find more silence. some enjoy it. Some tries to hide it. some suffer the pain. i don’t know to what category i belong too.. i think all mixed in a right proportion for a pain reaction. I can be so close to my pain. i can feel it. Its too hot. Can harm.. any bridge without gender . This time it hits me very badly on my sweetest point. And my heart started melting. The route was so clear.. to reach the core without late. Some acts or acting can harm more.. than expressing what you are going through. But all are controlled by our expert mind. Can i trust my mind?

No… i can’t trust him. It keeps on changing according to situations. It’s always best to trust heart. The strongest & weakest, which always stand for right. An another me…, whom mind not able to control. I have to travel through my loneliness. i have to be alone by giving a vacation to my heart. Let mind play well on my loneliness. No more regrets only feelings.. only feelings… A tear is enough to cover the power of eye. I can adjust everything by my smile.. when am alone. can i?

Feelings of being alone…!


Our Lady of Fatima – 100th Anniversary – The Holy Rosary

The apparition of an angel and Our Lady to three poor children in Fatima, Portugal in the early 20th century is one of the most famous miracles in the Catholic world.

The children received many messages, mostly calling for personal conversion and prayer, as well as the words of 5 new prayers.

The first prayer is one many Catholics are likely already familiar with, but the other 4 are not as well-known.

Here are the 5 prayers given to the children at Fatima:

1) The Fatima Prayer/Decade Prayer

โ€œO my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell, lead all souls to Heaven, especially those most in need of Thy mercy. Amen.โ€
Mary told the children that people should add this prayer to the end of each decade of the Rosary.

2) The Pardon Prayer

โ€œMy God, I believe, I adore, I hope and I love Thee! I beg pardon for all those that do not believe, do notadore, do not hope and do not love Thee.โ€
This prayer was given to the children by the angel that visited them in 1916, the year before Mary appeared to them.

3) The Angelโ€™s Prayer

โ€œO Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore Thee profoundly. I offer Thee the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ present in all the tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges and indifferences by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary I beg the conversion of poor sinners.โ€
This is another prayer given to them by the angel. There was a Eucharistic host and chalice suspended in the air, and the angel led them in kneeling before it and praying this prayer.

4) The Eucharistic Prayer

โ€œMost Holy Trinity, I adore Thee! My God, my God, I love Thee in the Most Blessed Sacrament.โ€
When Mary appeared to the children for the first time on May 13, 1917, she said, โ€œYou will have much to suffer, but the grace of God will be your comfort.โ€ 

According to Lucia, one of the children, a bright light shone all around them, and without thinking about it, they all started reciting this prayer.

5) The Sacrifice Prayer

โ€œO Jesus, it is for the love of Thee, in reparation for the offenses committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary, and for the conversion of poor sinners [that I do this].โ€

Mary gave the children this prayer, as well as the Fatima Prayer/Decade Prayer, on June 13th, 1917. The prayer is meant to be recited when you are offering up suffering to God.
So get praying!

Share these prayers to world. May the prayers touch and change many hearts.. ๐Ÿ˜‡

#HolyRosary #fatima #OurLadyofFatima

ME ๐Ÿ˜‡

#Me #myself




๐ŸŒฌ Introducing myself for an unknown reason. This thought came so unexpectedly. And these are so true from my Heart. Sometimes.. I wonder reading this. I can recollect each and every frame of memories with lot of colours.. that I had gone through.. & still going … Knowing ourselves can make life more positive.

I am Adwin ๐Ÿ•Š

Habit of (metanoia) – its a typical journey of changing one’s mind, heart, self, or way of life.

  • Friendly|
  • Eccentric|
  • Sympathetic|
  • Romantic|
  • Trusty|
  • Compassionate|
  • Adventurous|
  • Optimistic|
  • Expressive|
  • Shopaholic|
  • Astonic!|

I love to share My happiness. Friendship means all to Me. My shoulders are ever ready for your support. I love My ‘Hearty’ so much. ‘Hearty’ means my one and only ‘Heart’, who whispers Me ‘keep going……..’!

I like ๐Ÿ’ž –

  • New beginnings.
  • Watching sunrise.
  • Clear sky.
  • Snow capped mountains.
  • Smiling at full moon.
  • Walking in rain with a smile.
  • Like to dream.
  • Sky with countless stars.
  • Baby laugh.
  • Heavenly Angels.
  • Blue colours.
  • Candles.
  • B-days.
  • Prayers.
  • Travelling.
  • Slow music.
  • Cool breeze.
  • To enjoy the taste of water.
  • Gardening.
  • Arranging interiors.
  • Painting walls.
  • Having icecream at night.
  • Collection of watches.
  • Mix of Dry fruits.
  • A long drive with-out any destination.
  • Green nature.
  • To face fears.

I love & like home made wines and to astonish my friends.

  • Like sitting next to lake with someone.
  • Like rare moments.. when a butterfly lands on finger.
  • Like to lay in the grass and look at the clouds.
  • Like eyes closed & a semi sleep after wake up and saying..’5 minute more!’

More Likes on below things…

  • Morning freshness.
  • Gifts.
  • Partys & treats.
  • Trips to jungle.
  • Coincidences.
  • Trekking.
  • Fishing.
  • Friendship movies.
  • Enrique songs.
  • Playing with kids.
  • To disturb water by stones.
  • To drive zig zag way on traffic.
  • Taste of choco nutty crunch sundae.
  • To bet.
  • Openness.
  • Difference.
  • Experiencing perfect timings.
  • To rescue.
  • To click.
  • To wish.
  • To smile while kissing.

Addicted to mom’s homely food & i like to like. Waoh.. I like to snuggle in bed with ma favorite book, like to walk with-out shoes in grass, like to feel rain drops .. My passion towards new languages never ends…!

I Love ๐Ÿ’•…

  • I love to Smile|&| laugh.
  • I love saints ๐Ÿ˜‡.
  • I Love my native a lot..!
  • Love shoppings & time with my Friends..
  • Love to enjoy each sip of wine..
  • Luv to see & make others smile.
  • Love to get motivate by trusty onez.
  • Love the feeling of loving.
  • I love hugs.

Always love to sleep in classes & hate homeworks. Exams are hatest stuffs as usual.

I Love challenges, mysteries & discoveries…. too..

Now tryin to cure my – ‘lateophobia’ myself!

After all am a fan of GOD !

I like to give the world to see U smile! All thanks to Almighty for fulfilling all my wishes & dreams one on one…! Be a part of My Smile….!

Be blessed & Be happy!

With Love ๐Ÿ’•,


A day without Mobile

#mobile #day #addiction #survive #happiness #etc

A day without mobile. Can you..? ?
Today’s world not allow you to pass a day without mobile/net etc. There are many people in this same world living a happy quite life without these all. So just try it out atleast one day. And make it a habit. And see how free you are.., how happy your home is…, how happy your heart is..

Be happy with your loved ones.

If you not ready for a try to cure your addiction, then who ‘ll?

Just imagine if there won’t be any notifications to trouble you, no tweets to argue, No messages to tension you, no calls to make you anger etc etc etc. Enjoy your day to its fullest. What you are waiting for is so near you.. you can..

You all can…

Your body need a change. Your mind needs rest. Your life wants you back with all your childhood attachment towards home, family & friends, your infant goodness laugh & smile, your charming hobbies etc.

Once.. I wished a day/month without mobile/net. Oh noh! How can I? Now? Not now? may be later? Like this lot of questions formed in mind. No answers… Answers seems so lagging. Mind not ready for such a wish. Hmmm…hmmm… what to do? ? If a wish is born… nothing can stop it. Any how I have to try my wish.

Your greed can’t be named as a wish. When you wish your heart knows it quickly. A wish has to be filled with goodness elements. Greed never lead anyone to goodness.

”A strong desire towards something make you to reach it.” I hope your desires create positive vibes to the world.

There may be many reasons to avoid what you wished. But your one strong created reason in your mind is enough for you to make it fast. Here am just briefing about only one addiction. There are many as you all know. Find it and sail against it with a strong desire. You can do it.

Ooohhh noh….wait!! wait a minute… Yes.. I got it. That’s it. Its fear.. yessss… yes it is… Its the damn fear not allowing you to do any good tries. You people fear… that [- you may miss many things – this ‘ll happen – that ‘ll happen- without it what life? – i can’t be alone etc] all this happen by giving break to your addiction. Fear creates these questions in your mind. They won’t allow you to think further. Fear can do more ….to ruin your life.

Addiction may lead you towards strange levels. You go along with the tide unknowingly. You are not aware of the path you travel. But things you see in each level make you.. to be in it rest of your life. It makes you weak & people around you sick. Then you become selfish & angry type person. Never get addicted to any things in your life.

May your addictions never ever harm anyone in this world.

I tried…

I tried…..

I tried more….

A day without mobile….! I got these all after a day trial. And now I added it as habit.

  • I wokeup early.
  • I got up from bed without any late.
  • I saw sun rise.
  • I refreshed my mind with good vibes.
  • I felt fresh.
  • I knew my hunger.
  • I had food on time.
  • I saved time for my needs.
  • I smiled & laughed with my family more..
  • I saw my passions.. & dreams…
  • I started to do my hobbies again.
  • I recognized my self.
  • I watered many seeds of positivity inside me…
  • I learned freedom in every breath.
  • I got my courage back.
  • I enjoyed the charming beauty of nature like never before.
  • I saw happiness.



You try….

You ‘ll get it …

– Adwin

You are Special


When you show kindness..,

You are special.

When you share happiness..,

You are special.

When you teach goodness..,

You are special.

When you sprinkle happiness around you..,

You are special.

When you control your anger..,

You are special.

When you pray for others..,

You are special.

When you help others..,

You are special.

When you respect others..,

You are special.

When you forgive others..,

You are special.

YES.., you are Special.

If not, you won’t see this,

You won’t read this,

You won’t like it,

You won’t share it,

You won’t try it to be Special.

You are SPECIAL.


Your Heart Your Dreams ๐Ÿ˜

#Heart #Dreams

Everyone have Dreams๐Ÿ’ž.. Every Heart๐Ÿ’— love to Dream๐Ÿ’ž. Have you ever tried talking to your Heart๐Ÿ’—?
Are you interested to know what your Heart๐Ÿ’— loves?

Your Heart๐Ÿ’— loves to hear your voice. For men, Heart๐Ÿ’— is ‘He’type. For women, Heart๐Ÿ’— is ‘She’type.

Heart๐Ÿ’— always wants.. you to hear.. what He/She whispers… And wanna to talk with you always.

He/She always ready to answer all your questions. He/She wants to make you more & more infant daily.

Its your Heart๐Ÿ’. You have to listen what your Heart๐Ÿ’— saying.. Your life ‘ll be so clear when you look into your Heart๐Ÿ’—. You can sense it while you need answers.. Its not just a pumping machine. Understand the power inside you. Try to hear.. try to listen… try to speak… The more you concentrate.., the more you can hear what He/She whispers to you.

Heart๐Ÿ’— knows all things. He/She answers all your questions.. Heart๐Ÿ’— is the source of all the answers. There is nothing in this world your Heart๐Ÿ’— not aware. Everything within you. Making your Heart๐Ÿ’— happy make you…fulfil your Dreams๐Ÿ’ž…

You are the only owner of your Heart๐Ÿ’ž. Heart๐Ÿ’— only leads you to win. So you can believe He/She like you breath. Thats why wise people says to hear what your Heart๐Ÿ’— says.. instead of hearing mind. Mind may be wrong, but Heart๐Ÿ’— never. Its made of truth & love. Make your Heart๐Ÿ’— to control your mind. If Heart๐Ÿ’— starts controlling mind, sin have no space on you. Then you ‘ll be surround with goodness. Woah.. just imagine. That ‘ll be beyond words feel… Love it. Love to be in it forever.

Dream๐Ÿ’ž for a reason with your Heart๐Ÿ’—.  You ‘ll see it happen later.. Thats my word.

Dream๐Ÿ’ž.. Dream๐Ÿ’ž… Dream๐Ÿ’ž… do it.. 

Its Your Heart๐Ÿ’— your Dreams๐Ÿ’ž…

With Love,

– Adwin

Happiness of heart ๐Ÿ’Ÿ

I think you are reading my words…. now
Are you?

Yep. you are….

Am going to make your Heart happy. Any idea how can I ?

No idea right? Wait….

Just read it with a smile…..๐Ÿ˜Š

In this world.. all goods we do ‘ll come back to us in the form of Happiness. May be.. we never imagine such things. But it happens. Your good deeds leads you to Happiness..It can be small or big. But definitely it make your Heart Happy.

We all born with goodness. It remains in us always. Bads may try to increase their level in us day by day. That means your happiness level remains same, if you allow bads to grow more.

Goodness is the only thing in this world that never ends by sharing. No one has ever become poor by giving or sharing.. Being kind to others make you a better person. Erase anger from Heart. Forget the past… move on with a hopeful smile.

Of course… you can keep yourself away from any person you don’t like. But never ever keep anger or hate for anyone in Heart. It makes your Heart more & more sick.

When you try to fill your Heart with goods.., Happiness automatically starts receiving.. Kindness leads you to Goodness… Maximize your Goodness… Make your Heart happy ๐Ÿ’Ÿ

Try it … I know you ‘ll.

I know you love to make your Heart Happy right?

Yes yes yes.. a big ‘YES’

Do it … Feel it… Happiness is yours…

For example, a small share from your monthly salary or profit to needy people who you see on roads.. without expecting anything. Helping elders or aged ones etc. You can try… Find more little things.. that make you a house of Happiness.

Be the part of little things that make others happy & make your Heart.. filled with Happiness…๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š

Now you & your Heart on Happy mood ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š !

With Love๐Ÿ’•

– Adwin๐Ÿ’Ÿ